10.05.2002 :::
 
Almost a month with no updates... long time. School's been going alright, failed english, but that's expected from me. Cheerleading team's falling apart basically, another tryouts next week. Go home next week too.. I'm kind of scared. A lot has happened since the last time i've been home... Amber and mom had some problems, so she was in major trouble... I arrived in the dorm at like, 3 30 am after homecoming, moms mad about that, so for sure she'll want to talk about it when i get home. Dusty and i don't talk much anymore... kinda puts me down. Used to be he was pretty much the only person i talked to online, but now we rarely talk.. after him and meg got ""married"" we stopped talking basically. i guess i didnt want anyone else to knowabt him.. not that there was anything much to know about him.. The new guy of the month now's brandon.. everything's pefect. Peachy perfect. I've lost weight, about 5 pounds, which is a big thing for me because i always GAIN, never lose. didn't eat for like 4 days before i started my period, which kind of scared me. I was HUNGRY, yet the minute i saw food, i lost my appitete. blah.

::: posted by ... Have I told you that I love you? at 10/05/2002 08:56:00 PM