12.20.2002 :::
ah. got jessie a xmas card and a lil present... the cheer bear (care bears).. its the pink one w/ the rainbow on it.. dont know why but when i saw it i thought of jessie so i got it for her.. mailed it out today, should be there before christmas. ah. it feels good to be home, yet kinda weird.. was driving around today, and passed by everything that i used to see everyday when i was younger.. saw the field where i used to play ball, saw my first BIG crush's house, saw my elem, intermediate, middle, and high school... saw a girl that used to be in my class... she looks like, 28 now.. but shes gotta be like, only 18... was weird. ah, all i'm doing today is sitting around on the computer, hopin i'll catch jessie online, which is doubtful cuz she tld pila she wont be on until sunday or monday.. but you never know. i'm finally talking to dusty. ah, i remember the days i used to be crazy over him... i was like DUSTY this, DUSTY that.. now its like, dusty's on... gonna go.
::: posted by ... Have I told you that I love you? at 12/20/2002 08:28:00 PM
12.17.2002 :::
ah. lots going on... gee its been 2 monthes almost since i've last updated this blog... okay... me and brandon broke up. i dumped him. he's an asshole. when i was fked up, and needed him to be there to help me, he left to go with some other girls.. blah-ness... he then proceeded to kiss about... the entire female student body in school... which was a major turn-off.. then he expects me to like him still, and he had the nerves to call me his servant! i was like, thisclose to punching him in the face... ah... now i think... no, i know i like a girl... jessie.. shes from ark, met her last weekend.. shes totally cool... everything in my life=a total chaos right now... i'm like... all confused... i still miss dusty... we're emailing eachother now, which is more than before, but still... there aren't those convos to post anymore... there's not any.. funny stuff... ah. *a walk down memory lane*
stupidityl3ak: why did the chicken cross the road?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: it didnt..its too chicken
stupidityl3ak: nope
stupidityl3ak: its gay
stupidityl3ak: its going on the "other side"
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ahh
stupidityl3ak: honey, put us all out of our misery and cross the road already!
stupidityl3ak: :-)
Dat Othah 1 Guy: *groans* i knew that was coming
things are totally diffy from those days now.. i miss those days, but in a way, these new days are kinda exciting.. me go shaddup now.
::: posted by ... Have I told you that I love you? at 12/17/2002 09:32:00 PM
