The boring and meaningless babbling of Ash.

2003-10-28T10:14:00.000-06:00

Ok, I've been neglecting my Blogger. :-( I'm not being very nice. I'm getting fed up with a lot of the people here, all for different reasons.. I just wish that they would all be blunt with me, instead of me having to hear what they think of me from other people. But that's alright.

2003-10-18T22:57:00.000-05:00

i havent updated this in sooo long. theres really not much to say.. me and meg are over i think, i'm still asdfkllasdfj w/ daniel, and i like kenny. tsch, i know. :)

2003-05-27T21:43:00.000-05:00

HI, DUSTIN! I JUST UPDATED THIS FOR YOU! I LOVE YOU! :-D heh, miss ya hon

2002-12-20T20:28:00.000-06:00

ah. got jessie a xmas card and a lil present... the cheer bear (care bears).. its the pink one w/ the rainbow on it.. dont know why but when i saw it i thought of jessie so i got it for her.. mailed it out today, should be there before christmas. ah. it feels good to be home, yet kinda weird.. was driving around today, and passed by everything that i used to see everyday when i was younger.. saw the field where i used to play ball, saw my first BIG crush's house, saw my elem, intermediate, middle, and high school... saw a girl that used to be in my class... she looks like, 28 now.. but shes gotta be like, only 18... was weird. ah, all i'm doing today is sitting around on the computer, hopin i'll catch jessie online, which is doubtful cuz she tld pila she wont be on until sunday or monday.. but you never know. i'm finally talking to dusty. ah, i remember the days i used to be crazy over him... i was like DUSTY this, DUSTY that.. now its like, dusty's on... gonna go.

2002-12-17T21:32:00.000-06:00

ah. lots going on... gee its been 2 monthes almost since i've last updated this blog... okay... me and brandon broke up. i dumped him. he's an asshole. when i was fked up, and needed him to be there to help me, he left to go with some other girls.. blah-ness... he then proceeded to kiss about... the entire female student body in school... which was a major turn-off.. then he expects me to like him still, and he had the nerves to call me his servant! i was like, thisclose to punching him in the face... ah... now i think... no, i know i like a girl... jessie.. shes from ark, met her last weekend.. shes totally cool... everything in my life=a total chaos right now... i'm like... all confused... i still miss dusty... we're emailing eachother now, which is more than before, but still... there aren't those convos to post anymore... there's not any.. funny stuff... ah. *a walk down memory lane*
stupidityl3ak: why did the chicken cross the road?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: it didnt..its too chicken
stupidityl3ak: nope
stupidityl3ak: its gay
stupidityl3ak: its going on the "other side"
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ahh
stupidityl3ak: honey, put us all out of our misery and cross the road already!
stupidityl3ak: :-)
Dat Othah 1 Guy: *groans* i knew that was coming
things are totally diffy from those days now.. i miss those days, but in a way, these new days are kinda exciting.. me go shaddup now.

2002-10-28T07:32:00.000-06:00

Ah. They blocked blogspot on the computers here... i'll go talk to reggie about it, see if they can unblock it. stupid servers. Everything's perfect, yet confusing.Tomorrow=one month w/ brandon... i really miss dusty. I haven't talked to him in FOREVER.. since the first week i got w/ brandon, which is a month ago. Talked to everyone else, except dusty. :( Saturday i was FKED up... got a hold of some green, and i think there was something else put in it because i started having that "at the verge of blacking out" feeling, and started feeling like there was something on my arms and hands and that i had to rub it out. it lasted for like an hour... wasn't that fun, then after it faded, everything was like how i usually am when i'm stoned... could still feel it last night when i was talking to rachel... the tingly feeling came back and my ands started itching agian.. weird.

2002-10-05T20:56:00.000-05:00

Almost a month with no updates... long time. School's been going alright, failed english, but that's expected from me. Cheerleading team's falling apart basically, another tryouts next week. Go home next week too.. I'm kind of scared. A lot has happened since the last time i've been home... Amber and mom had some problems, so she was in major trouble... I arrived in the dorm at like, 3 30 am after homecoming, moms mad about that, so for sure she'll want to talk about it when i get home. Dusty and i don't talk much anymore... kinda puts me down. Used to be he was pretty much the only person i talked to online, but now we rarely talk.. after him and meg got ""married"" we stopped talking basically. i guess i didnt want anyone else to knowabt him.. not that there was anything much to know about him.. The new guy of the month now's brandon.. everything's pefect. Peachy perfect. I've lost weight, about 5 pounds, which is a big thing for me because i always GAIN, never lose. didn't eat for like 4 days before i started my period, which kind of scared me. I was HUNGRY, yet the minute i saw food, i lost my appitete. blah.

2002-08-30T22:03:00.000-05:00

been at school... no time to do anything, much less update my blog. everythings been kind of emotional the past few days. Thursday, Kelly, Jessica, Jacob and I were having a discussion w/ our yearbook teacher, Elizabeth, about Donelia.. it wasn't an emotional discussion, just a kind of... remembering the past discussion, and then we all had the same class next period, and Kelly was getting upset about it, the first time she had actually let go of everything since Donelia died.. that caused a chain reaction, Kelly, me, then Erica... Travis let us go to the bathroom, then Kelly, the sectenary (sp) got all in our face for "skipping class" and said that we shouldn't be worrying, blah blah blah.. the thing that made me mad was that they wouldn't even have a memorial service for her... because of the way she died.. but when Kristy died, she was breaking the law before she died, and they had this huge memorial for her... no offense to kristy's memory or anything.. then we were tlaking to Travis about it, so Travis talked to Cindy (principal...stoopidhead) and so she had a... what.... 15 to 30 second memorial for donelia... "You know, labor weekend is coming up, i'm sure you all are excited, and looking forward to the long weekend. Labor weekend is when you visit with your family, and friends. I'm sure some of you will be missing *really fast* Donelia, and be confused. I want you to know that we care about you, that we're always here for you. If you need to talk to anyone, we're here for you." then anothe teacher, matt, said more about the subject of killing yourself... blah blah blah... they acted like we were idiots.. i was like thisclose to like, getting up and yelling at cindy about everything, but since i was in a group of NEW students, and a lot of freshmen (she pulled us out of class according to which floor we were on), i decided aganist it. The way they held this.. "memorial" really pissed a lot of kids off... Susan or Suzanne... whtever her name is, was like, "Let's have a moment of silence for Donelia... hold hands now. *1 minute later* Well, we have to move on with life." its ilke... they went about it in the wrong way... *STUPID CLOWNS*

another subject. football team lost last night. 13 to 23. i think. cheerleading was alright... a few mistakes, but we're a "new team", so that's expected.
im tired. as fuck.
and mad.
and weirded out.
and annoyed.
and happy.
confused basically.

2002-08-15T23:54:00.000-05:00

i know i know, i said no more convos from dustin, but its sooo tempting! :) stupidityl3ak: YOUR ESP SUCKS
Dat Othah 1 Guy: i just got home
stupidityl3ak: it still sucks
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me go see xXx:-D
stupidityl3ak: it god?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: its my new fav
stupidityl3ak: yeah?
stupidityl3ak: theres lots of thumbs down for it
Dat Othah 1 Guy: well they suck
stupidityl3ak: heh
stupidityl3ak: DROP DEAD FRED's my fave
Dat Othah 1 Guy: its good...its on my top 50 list at least...
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ...me think
stupidityl3ak: heh
stupidityl3ak: its on my top 5
stupidityl3ak: drop dead fred, hugga bunch, wizard of oz, O, supr troopers
Dat Othah 1 Guy: in that order?
stupidityl3ak: yep
stupidityl3ak: why did the chicken cross the road?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: it didnt..its too chicken
stupidityl3ak: nope
stupidityl3ak: its gay
stupidityl3ak: its going on the "other side"
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ahh
stupidityl3ak: honey, put us all out of our misery and cross the road already!
stupidityl3ak: :-)
Dat Othah 1 Guy: *groans* i knew that was coming
stupidityl3ak: heh
stupidityl3ak: did not
stupidityl3ak: arent you gay?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: no
stupidityl3ak: oh
stupidityl3ak: my bad
stupidityl3ak: ;-)
stupidityl3ak wants to directly connect.
Dat Othah 1 Guy is now directly connected.
stupidityl3ak:
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ok..whats the deal?
stupidityl3ak: wha
Dat Othah 1 Guy: im dumb today...interpret pls
stupidityl3ak: interpret what
stupidityl3ak: ?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: the hidden code behind the joke, and the pic...usually i can grasp it, or pretend i've grasped it, but not today...
stupidityl3ak: the joke, im just playing w/ u, the pic, its my apology kiss for thinking you're gay
stupidityl3ak:
Dat Othah 1 Guy: but u would only need the apology kiss if u really thought i was
stupidityl3ak: cant ijust give out apology kisses?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: i, personally, dont mind...keep em comin
stupidityl3ak: ok
stupidityl3ak:
stupidityl3ak: u said u wanted kisses
stupidityl3ak: *shrugs*
stupidityl3ak: :-D
Dat Othah 1 Guy: >:o
stupidityl3ak: gotta love me
stupidityl3ak:
Dat Othah 1 Guy: no i dont, yet, strangely enuff...i do...
stupidityl3ak: i did his makeup... he actually fit into my pants!
stupidityl3ak: and my shirt
stupidityl3ak: and thts my choker!
Dat Othah 1 Guy:
Dat Othah 1 Guy:
Dat Othah 1 Guy:
Dat Othah 1 Guy:
Dat Othah 1 Guy: had to get it off my screen...too scary
stupidityl3ak: me and dwayne.. he thinks we're dating :-) hee hee
stupidityl3ak: hes like, 8
stupidityl3ak: me hate that pic
stupidityl3ak: flash make me face WHITE
stupidityl3ak: me look sick
Dat Othah 1 Guy: arent u?
stupidityl3ak: heres the drag queen
stupidityl3ak: eh, true.. but im not THAT white
stupidityl3ak: went to the tanning bed like... 2 days ago... put a sticker on, its still there :-)
Dat Othah 1 Guy: sticker?
stupidityl3ak: tht guy's my fave
stupidityl3ak: eh, u aint a girl.. u put a sticker on somewhere if u wanna, lie in the bed, get out, peel sticker off, the area where the sticker was is whiter than the skin
Dat Othah 1 Guy: and the point of this is?
stupidityl3ak:
stupidityl3ak: todays sunset
stupidityl3ak: i dont know wht the point was
stupidityl3ak: i just felt like sayig it
stupidityl3ak: me and danie... (fire alarm kids)
stupidityl3ak: mah tattoo... me tell u me had a tattoo?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: nope
Dat Othah 1 Guy: reel 1?
stupidityl3ak:
stupidityl3ak: eh, whtcha think? (tattoo)
Dat Othah 1 Guy: hmm
Dat Othah 1 Guy: where?
stupidityl3ak: it was on my leg :-) sunny drew it for me w/ permant marker
stupidityl3ak: stayed for abt 3 days
stupidityl3ak: dare i send u the swmming suit pic?
stupidityl3ak: hmm
stupidityl3ak: i think i shldnt
Dat Othah 1 Guy: hmm
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ur choice
stupidityl3ak: eh its not nothing bad
Dat Othah 1 Guy: dont matter to me
stupidityl3ak:
stupidityl3ak: but these bra party pics are a nono
stupidityl3ak: no boys see
Dat Othah 1 Guy: hmm...if me gay...me see?:-D
stupidityl3ak: me and mari
stupidityl3ak: no, no ppl w/ a DICK see
Dat Othah 1 Guy: *mumbles*damn!
stupidityl3ak: <-- mah dream man
stupidityl3ak: too bad honey..
stupidityl3ak: benji=WA-HOO
stupidityl3ak: me go now
stupidityl3ak: me botty asleep
stupidityl3ak: and it HURTS
stupidityl3ak: gn
Dat Othah 1 Guy: want me to rub it?
stupidityl3ak: nnoooo
stupidityl3ak: you no touch
stupidityl3ak: :_
stupidityl3ak: :-)
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ok
Dat Othah 1 Guy: gn
stupidityl3ak: btw u know this is going up in my journal
Dat Othah 1 Guy: dammit
Dat Othah 1 Guy: thought u were done
stupidityl3ak: love me
stupidityl3ak: nah
stupidityl3ak: i changed my mind
Dat Othah 1 Guy: hate u
stupidityl3ak: its too tempting
stupidityl3ak: you lucky
stupidityl3ak: explorer htes me
Dat Othah 1 Guy: love u
Dat Othah 1 Guy: love explorer
stupidityl3ak: now it loves me
stupidityl3ak: :-)
stupidityl3ak: ok, gn
Dat Othah 1 Guy: dammit
Dat Othah 1 Guy: gn

isnt he the cutest?

2002-08-15T22:46:00.000-05:00

talked to dustin earlier, we agreed this journal's had nuff of his convos :) i went to get my hair trimmed (it was tool ong in the back) then went to the ortho's office... my teeth hurt now.. stupid ortho. while i was in the ortho's office, i saw this guy.. forgot his name, but i knew him when he was in 7th and me in the 8th... he used to have this innocent, excited look on his face all the time, now hes like.. a young paul walker... doesnt smile as much... he's lost his innocence... me in 11th means hes in teh 10th... speaking of old friends, shelby told me she's been taking extra classes so she can graduate this year (shes supposed to be in my grade) and go to college in cali earlier.. personally i think it's a stupid idea... i mean, why be in a rush to grow up? after school's only bills... jobs u hate, perverted guys, and more bills... *shrugs* kids dont see the easy life we have right now... (i know i'm a kid myself but i know these things, man.) hmm..im bored. gn

2002-08-14T22:59:00.000-05:00

me notice me like posting conversations.. here's megan and dustins.. (yes, dustins.. again.) eh i just X'ed out meg's convo... be happy w/ just dustin's. Dat Othah 1 Guy: me supreme earth ruler...u no leave msg...me kill now
stupidityl3ak: you never leave mesg
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ur never away
stupidityl3ak: me sometiems away
Dat Othah 1 Guy: but not for long time
stupidityl3ak: SO
Dat Othah 1 Guy: short times, me wait
stupidityl3ak: it doesnt take a long time to say 'ok'
stupidityl3ak: or SOMETHING creative
stupidityl3ak: me cry
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me cry 2
stupidityl3ak: me have bad memories
stupidityl3ak: me no have good memories of your msgs
stupidityl3ak: you have LOTS
stupidityl3ak: me mad
stupidityl3ak: wiat, i didnt even check your info to see wht ur msg was
Dat Othah 1 Guy: how rude...i ALWAYS check urs
stupidityl3ak: i didnt even know you were on
stupidityl3ak: *bows head*
Dat Othah 1 Guy: NOW WHO SHOULD BE MAD????
Dat Othah 1 Guy: NOW ME HAVE HORRIBLE MEMORIES
Dat Othah 1 Guy: U NO KNOW ME ON
Dat Othah 1 Guy: U NO LOOK MY MSG
Dat Othah 1 Guy: U NO CARE!!
stupidityl3ak: YOU ALMOST NEVER IM ME FIRST
stupidityl3ak: YOU NO CARE
stupidityl3ak: ME CARE
stupidityl3ak: ME IM YOU MOST OF THE TIMES
Dat Othah 1 Guy: U USE A NEW SN HALF THE TIME..HOW I IM U FIRST?
stupidityl3ak: I HATE U
stupidityl3ak: YOU MAKE ME CRY
stupidityl3ak: YOU HURT ME FEELINGS
Dat Othah 1 Guy: U DONT FOOL ME..U HAVE NO FEELINGS
stupidityl3ak: *sobs*
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ME NO BELIEVE
Dat Othah 1 Guy: U FAKER

Auto response from stupidityl3ak: allow me to weep in peace.

dustin, i hate you.

Dat Othah 1 Guy: I HATE U MORE
stupidityl3ak: whining
Dat Othah 1 Guy: U SURE?
stupidityl3ak: hmm
stupidityl3ak: i think
Dat Othah 1 Guy: I MAYBE CHANGE MIND
stupidityl3ak: you sure?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: hmm
Dat Othah 1 Guy: i think
stupidityl3ak: :'(
stupidityl3ak: :-(
stupidityl3ak: :-\
stupidityl3ak: :-)
stupidityl3ak: :-D
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ....
Dat Othah 1 Guy: :-D
stupidityl3ak: me you friend
Dat Othah 1 Guy: yep me u friend
stupidityl3ak: um...
stupidityl3ak: honey
stupidityl3ak: can i say something?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: can i stop u?
stupidityl3ak: its not all about you.
stupidityl3ak: no you cant
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ok sweetie
Dat Othah 1 Guy: i'll change it
stupidityl3ak: ok :-)
stupidityl3ak: yay
Dat Othah 1 Guy: better now?
stupidityl3ak: yes
stupidityl3ak: i feel bad
stupidityl3ak: now i feel better
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me too
stupidityl3ak: :-)
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me no more yell
stupidityl3ak: me no more yell too
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me need hug
stupidityl3ak: *hugs*
stupidityl3ak: me need hug too
Dat Othah 1 Guy: *HUG*
stupidityl3ak: you mine or megan's?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me no have both?
stupidityl3ak: no
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me no know megan...me urs
stupidityl3ak: YAY
stupidityl3ak: she knows u
Dat Othah 1 Guy: megan m?
stupidityl3ak: nah, texas's megan
stupidityl3ak: megan long
stupidityl3ak: i talk about you and pat
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ahh...only megan me know is cali
stupidityl3ak: heh
Dat Othah 1 Guy: csdf
stupidityl3ak: me no know anyone from csdf or csdr
stupidityl3ak: :-)
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me only know u and whitney in tx
stupidityl3ak: where uf rom? wisc?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: yep
stupidityl3ak: me only know you and pat from wisc
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me know 3 from csdf, 2 from csdr
stupidityl3ak: i know... 5 from isd (il)
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me know me know 6 from isd(ind)
stupidityl3ak: ind, i know.. 1 :-)
stupidityl3ak: i know more but i only talk to one
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me too
Dat Othah 1 Guy: i know 6 but only talk to 1
stupidityl3ak: hersey, theres 6... all of them probally dont go to hersey but..
stupidityl3ak: im bored
stupidityl3ak: cuttin hair again tm
Dat Othah 1 Guy: i know...7 from hersey
stupidityl3ak: tmw*
stupidityl3ak: WHO
Dat Othah 1 Guy: why?
stupidityl3ak: back's not even,
stupidityl3ak: hmm
stupidityl3ak: wanna see mah sister?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: sure...tell her to wave so i know which one she is...:-P
stupidityl3ak: there
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ur fam sign?
stupidityl3ak: yea
stupidityl3ak: urs?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: nope
stupidityl3ak: aw
stupidityl3ak: it bug you?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: sometimes when a friend comes over...i have to interpret
stupidityl3ak: my fam signs.. fam comes over, i stil have to interpret :-)
Dat Othah 1 Guy: they dont sign well?
stupidityl3ak: very english..
stupidityl3ak: friends understand family, family no understand friends
Dat Othah 1 Guy: aww
stupidityl3ak: hell mom no understand me most of the time
stupidityl3ak: :-)
stupidityl3ak: u need to get ur uncles webcam man
Dat Othah 1 Guy: i know
stupidityl3ak: its no fair
stupidityl3ak: i gotta poop
stupidityl3ak: brb
Dat Othah 1 Guy: i should have it by next week..
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ok
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me wait
stupidityl3ak: me no able tos ee it next week
Dat Othah 1 Guy: school?
stupidityl3ak: si
Dat Othah 1 Guy: im never trusting u again!!!! u just go off on anything with a penis huh?!?

Auto response from stupidityl3ak: im in the girls wee wee room... HA, DUSTIN, NOW I'M CHEATING!

stupidityl3ak: YOU DID THE SAME
stupidityl3ak: TWICE
Dat Othah 1 Guy: umm...
stupidityl3ak: so who are you to talk?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me Dustin
stupidityl3ak: me hate dustin now
Dat Othah 1 Guy: u need to learn how to control ur mood swings...this is ridiculous
stupidityl3ak: me a girl
stupidityl3ak: girl have mood swings
stupidityl3ak: know what... megan actually thinks we're dating *TEE HEE HEE *
Dat Othah 1 Guy: how can u drink that?
stupidityl3ak: im showing it to megan not you
Dat Othah 1 Guy: too bad..i saw it
stupidityl3ak: its deeclicious
stupidityl3ak: i m having TWO
Dat Othah 1 Guy: YECH!
stupidityl3ak: its better than the sut pid coke in the house
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me no kiss u
Dat Othah 1 Guy: taste nasty
stupidityl3ak: GOOD
stupidityl3ak: me no want to kiss u anywa
Dat Othah 1 Guy: that fine
stupidityl3ak: yep
stupidityl3ak: thts fine
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me no care
stupidityl3ak: good
stupidityl3ak: besides, we cld never kiss
Dat Othah 1 Guy: and ur reason for this is..?
stupidityl3ak: for what
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ur previous statement
stupidityl3ak: i dont know
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ...not that i would want to, or have a reason to, but why not?
stupidityl3ak: hmm... lets think about the distance
stupidityl3ak: :-)
Dat Othah 1 Guy: umm...u think im gonna be in wisc for the rest of my life?
stupidityl3ak: yuh huh
stupidityl3ak: where else wld u go
Dat Othah 1 Guy: dunno...i wanna take a road trip to all 49 states
stupidityl3ak: how many states've u touched?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: 9
Dat Othah 1 Guy: 10
stupidityl3ak: i need a map to thikn of it
Dat Othah 1 Guy: i have a pretty good memory..almost photographic
Dat Othah 1 Guy: what happen?? me no see!!!
stupidityl3ak: mommy tld me to get off
stupidityl3ak: me turned lights off and shut webcam off cuz no lights webcam bad
Dat Othah 1 Guy: light from monitor...good enuff
stupidityl3ak: isnt
stupidityl3ak: ive done it before
stupidityl3ak: cant see shit
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me see?
stupidityl3ak: is no
Dat Othah 1 Guy: *whining*
stupidityl3ak: ive been to washington, oregon, cali, nevada, arizona, colorado, utah, new mexico, texas, oklahoma, arkansas, louisana, missouri, florida, , idaho, michigan, and indiana
stupidityl3ak: that makes 18
stupidityl3ak: :-)
stupidityl3ak: stop whining
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me..WI, MN, MI, IL, IN, OH, DE, MD, VA...only 9
Dat Othah 1 Guy: *whining*
stupidityl3ak: travel then
stupidityl3ak: mah family lives everywhere so thst why ive been to these states :-) (mich. and ind are just cuz of tsd)
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ive only been to MN and MI airports...had to fly thru...i dont think they count
stupidityl3ak: oh, georiga airport!
it counts
stupidityl3ak: u touched the propetry didnt you
Dat Othah 1 Guy: yeah
stupidityl3ak: so it counts
Dat Othah 1 Guy: fine
stupidityl3ak: :-)
stupidityl3ak: hmm
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me bored
stupidityl3ak: so am i
stupidityl3ak: we no enterain eachother anymore.
stupidityl3ak: *whining*
Dat Othah 1 Guy: stop whining
stupidityl3ak: hmm?
stupidityl3ak: wrong im
stupidityl3ak: no
stupidityl3ak: me no stop whining
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ...u entertain me now!!:-D me look blog
stupidityl3ak: Yay
stupidityl3ak: wait
Dat Othah 1 Guy: stupidityl3ak: cuteness, communication, humor, soomeone who has sarcasm, and uses it wisely... good eyes... goodlips.. nice teeth.. a brain.. someone who likes cars... tall... bigger than me...
stupidityl3ak: looks wise- i.e. heath ledger
stupidityl3ak: personality wise-i.e. dustin or pat
stupidityl3ak: ok good
Dat Othah 1 Guy: why wait?
stupidityl3ak: why wait wha
Dat Othah 1 Guy: u say wait
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me ask why
stupidityl3ak: oh, thought i wrote something new, but i didnt
Dat Othah 1 Guy: i didnt look yesterday, so i wondered if there was anything new
stupidityl3ak: yep
stupidityl3ak: me post everyday
Dat Othah 1 Guy: oh..:-[me embarrass for yell at u...u no cheat...*bows head*
Dat Othah 1 Guy: stupidityl3ak: 2nd base
stupidityl3ak: yep
stupidityl3ak: todl you
stupidityl3ak: <-- sitll a baby
Dat Othah 1 Guy: but me no cheat too
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me u same
stupidityl3ak: In memory of Sept 11, send this to 10 people in the next 10 minutes and yo will recive a special blessing. Do not break the chain or the spirits of those who died on that day will haunt you for the rest of your life, just simply copy paste
stupidityl3ak: can i call bullshit?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: on what/
stupidityl3ak: u being on 2nd base
Dat Othah 1 Guy: if u want
stupidityl3ak: BULLSHIT
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ok
stupidityl3ak: ok

Auto response from Dat Othah 1 Guy: me go race around block b4 me rearrange cars in drive...

*no worry ash...me no leave u:-)

stupidityl3ak: YAY
stupidityl3ak: :-D
stupidityl3ak: me thinks this sounds fishy
stupidityl3ak: me htinks you went to meet some gal
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me never do that

Auto response from stupidityl3ak: megan said i had to shut up.. basically im just waiting for dustin to get back cuz the ppl online are boring

stupidityl3ak: you did too
Dat Othah 1 Guy: never
stupidityl3ak: did too
stupidityl3ak: *whining*
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ok..me explain...
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me like u
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me dont cheat on girl me like
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me only cheat if me hate
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me no hate
stupidityl3ak: you yes hat
stupidityl3ak: you yes hate
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me no hate u
stupidityl3ak: YOU YES HATE
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me yes but no u
stupidityl3ak: you no hate you you hate me
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me no hate me
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me no hate u
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me only hate pat
stupidityl3ak: why hate pat
Dat Othah 1 Guy: he name pop to head first, so me type it
stupidityl3ak: you no kill pat yet
Dat Othah 1 Guy: no me no kill yet
stupidityl3ak: is why
Dat Othah 1 Guy: is he beg mercy
stupidityl3ak: is SO
stupidityl3ak: is no care
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me give one week
Dat Othah 1 Guy: is must change ways
stupidityl3ak: is NOW
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me no go back on word
Dat Othah 1 Guy: is he have one week
stupidityl3ak: me grumbles
stupidityl3ak: he lukcy
stupidityl3ak: he very lucky
stupidityl3ak: megan like us
stupidityl3ak: B u G g Y 341: i think yall are perfect
stupidityl3ak: me and who
stupidityl3ak: dustin?
B u G g Y 341: ya
stupidityl3ak: erm?
B u G g Y 341: eer si
stupidityl3ak: why
B u G g Y 341: i think its the way yall talked
B u G g Y 341: its so perfect
stupidityl3ak: nahh
B u G g Y 341: perfect couples
B u G g Y 341: gurll
B u G g Y 341: yaaah
stupidityl3ak: NOO
B u G g Y 341: ok ok ok
B u G g Y 341: lips sealed
Previous message was not received by Dat Othah 1 Guy because of error: Your message was refused by the AOL Instant Messenger server, probably because the message was too big. Try making the message shorter and send it again.

stupidityl3ak: B u G g Y 341: i think yall are perfect
stupidityl3ak: me and who
stupidityl3ak: dustin?
B u G g Y 341: ya
stupidityl3ak: erm?
B u G g Y 341: eer si
stupidityl3ak: why

Dat Othah 1 Guy: her like us?
stupidityl3ak:
B u G g Y 341: i think its the way yall talked
B u G g Y 341: its so perfect
stupidityl3ak: nahh
B u G g Y 341: perfect couples
B u G g Y 341: gurll
B u G g Y 341: yaaah
stupidityl3ak: NOO
B u G g Y 341: ok ok ok
B u G g Y 341: lips sealed
stupidityl3ak: she cucko in the head
Dat Othah 1 Guy: she weird
stupidityl3ak: very
stupidityl3ak: :-D
Dat Othah 1 Guy: hey...that smiley isnt anatomically correct
stupidityl3ak: how so
Dat Othah 1 Guy: where are ur braces?
stupidityl3ak: thts before
stupidityl3ak: man thanks for reminding me
Dat Othah 1 Guy: oh..old pic?
stupidityl3ak: i got a ortho. appt. tmw
stupidityl3ak: yep
stupidityl3ak wants to directly connect.
Dat Othah 1 Guy is now directly connected.
stupidityl3ak:
Dat Othah 1 Guy: heh
stupidityl3ak:
Dat Othah 1 Guy: i have a bunch of these, but theyre at home
stupidityl3ak: yeah?
stupidityl3ak: me get from alldeaf
stupidityl3ak:
stupidityl3ak: hmm
stupidityl3ak: me gonna go
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me gonna stay
Dat Othah 1 Guy: gotta talk to pat
Dat Othah 1 Guy: gonna wait a while
stupidityl3ak: tell him to email me when he gets on
stupidityl3ak: :-)
Dat Othah 1 Guy: maybe
stupidityl3ak: please?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: and what favor will u do me?
stupidityl3ak:
stupidityl3ak: there it is
stupidityl3ak: eh im off
Dat Othah 1 Guy: and u said it couldnt happen!!
stupidityl3ak: *shrugs*
stupidityl3ak: never say never
stupidityl3ak: gn
Dat Othah 1 Guy: gn..sleep tite

2002-08-14T13:25:00.000-05:00

i hate my blog as of right now... i keep getting this Provider error '8007000e'

Not enough storage is available to complete this operation.

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and i cant delete anything because if i try to, it says Provider error '8007000e'

Not enough storage is available to complete this operation.

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stupid blog.

2002-08-13T23:37:00.000-05:00

a page full of my convos (im weird) InTeLlRiT06: whatcha doing now?
stupidityl3ak: nada
InTeLlRiT06: trying to be bored, huh?
stupidityl3ak: heh
stupidityl3ak: yep
stupidityl3ak: blog?
InTeLlRiT06: hm?
stupidityl3ak: update urs?
InTeLlRiT06: ok
InTeLlRiT06: ill do it
stupidityl3ak: :-)
InTeLlRiT06: :-D
InTeLlRiT06: lemme see ur blogs
stupidityl3ak: go look
InTeLlRiT06: ok..
stupidityl3ak: http://warpedmind.blogspot.com/ in case u lost the url
stupidityl3ak: i changed it
InTeLlRiT06: yeah
InTeLlRiT06: i noticed
InTeLlRiT06: it looks badas
InTeLlRiT06: badass*

stupidityl3ak: i know
stupidityl3ak: heh
InTeLlRiT06: :-)
stupidityl3ak: im bored
stupidityl3ak: its quiet
InTeLlRiT06: wanna talk loud?
stupidityl3ak: SURE
stupidityl3ak: LETS TALK LOUD
stupidityl3ak: WHOA, LOUDER
stupidityl3ak: WHOA, LOUDER
InTeLlRiT06: SURE
InTeLlRiT06: !!!
stupidityl3ak: LOUDESTEST
InTeLlRiT06: yes!
InTeLlRiT06: THAT IS GOOD!
InTeLlRiT06: HEHEHE
InTeLlRiT06: WHOA, IT IS A LIL TOO BIG..
InTeLlRiT06: HEHEHE
stupidityl3ak: I KNOW!!!!!!1
stupidityl3ak: WOW!!!!!!!
InTeLlRiT06: YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!
stupidityl3ak: talk quiet
InTeLlRiT06: ok
InTeLlRiT06: quieter
InTeLlRiT06: quietest!
stupidityl3ak: qquietestest
InTeLlRiT06: this one seems like the same size as the above one
InTeLlRiT06: hmm
InTeLlRiT06: hehehe
stupidityl3ak: it does
stupidityl3ak: :-)
InTeLlRiT06: :-)
InTeLlRiT06: lets talk normal
InTeLlRiT06: normal
InTeLlRiT06: haha
InTeLlRiT06: so..
InTeLlRiT06: me ur friend?
stupidityl3ak: YOU MY FRIEND
InTeLlRiT06: me ur friend?
stupidityl3ak: you my friend
InTeLlRiT06: you my friend too
InTeLlRiT06: you like a boy?
stupidityl3ak: me u friend?
stupidityl3ak: me ilke boy? i dont konw
InTeLlRiT06: you my friend...
InTeLlRiT06: why not?
stupidityl3ak: all poo
stupidityl3ak: all LD
InTeLlRiT06: you want to play 20 questions?
stupidityl3ak: i guess
stupidityl3ak: :-)
stupidityl3ak: u start
InTeLlRiT06: ok..
InTeLlRiT06: who would you consider dating with?
stupidityl3ak: hmm
InTeLlRiT06: well?
stupidityl3ak: pat, dustin, (wisc guys) rob, mark, brian (yes i wld go again) ricahrd, (ILL guys) hmm..
stupidityl3ak: im thinkin of who else
stupidityl3ak: HEATH LEDGER, BABY
stupidityl3ak: wldnt mind david v.
stupidityl3ak: mike from cali
stupidityl3ak: tom from cali
stupidityl3ak: mike from NJ
stupidityl3ak: kevin from NJ
stupidityl3ak wants to directly connect.
InTeLlRiT06 is now directly connected.
stupidityl3ak: (rate limit)
stupidityl3ak: hmm
stupidityl3ak: tldcha all LD
InTeLlRiT06: not even me, shame on you!
stupidityl3ak: heh nah
stupidityl3ak: it my question or urs?
InTeLlRiT06: ur question
stupidityl3ak: hmm
stupidityl3ak: if u HAD to, who would you fuck, nick or chris brass
InTeLlRiT06: what is the reason i have to?
stupidityl3ak: for lust
InTeLlRiT06: neither...
stupidityl3ak: if u HAD TO
InTeLlRiT06: i wudnt fuck any guys
InTeLlRiT06: if i MUST do it?
stupidityl3ak: yeah
InTeLlRiT06: i dont know
stupidityl3ak: u suck at answering
InTeLlRiT06: no, i dont...it is just that it is not an expecting question to answer to..
stupidityl3ak: so
stupidityl3ak: ANSWER
stupidityl3ak: get it over w/
InTeLlRiT06: nick
stupidityl3ak: goood boy
InTeLlRiT06: my question
InTeLlRiT06: if YOU HAD TO FUCK TWO GUYS that is alive on the world...which would it be...Mike Hubbs or Michael Duncan?
stupidityl3ak: duncn
stupidityl3ak: he has one ball
InTeLlRiT06: why?
stupidityl3ak: it wldnt last long
stupidityl3ak: :-)
InTeLlRiT06: hehehe
stupidityl3ak: plus hubbs sucks
InTeLlRiT06: :-P
InTeLlRiT06: ah ha
stupidityl3ak: he probally has shit all over his dick
InTeLlRiT06: ur turn
stupidityl3ak: u know hes gay
stupidityl3ak: :-)
stupidityl3ak: hm
InTeLlRiT06: yeah
stupidityl3ak: wht wld u rather do, suck a guy's cock or eat ur own shit
InTeLlRiT06: eat my shit
stupidityl3ak: heh
stupidityl3ak: u suck
stupidityl3ak: hmm
stupidityl3ak: ur turn
InTeLlRiT06: if someone dares you to eat pussy, wud you?
stupidityl3ak: depends on how much $$'s involved
InTeLlRiT06: what if it was only for 50 bucks
stupidityl3ak: eat a pussy?
InTeLlRiT06: yeah
stupidityl3ak: sure, i'd eat a CAT..
stupidityl3ak: a vaginia, no
InTeLlRiT06: lol
InTeLlRiT06: ur turn
stupidityl3ak: wld u have sex w/ the principal?
InTeLlRiT06: depends on the situation and $$$$
stupidityl3ak: free, she came onto you
InTeLlRiT06: i wont
InTeLlRiT06: would you let peter bailey have sex with you?
stupidityl3ak: fuck no
stupidityl3ak: would you hump a bear
InTeLlRiT06: fuck no
stupidityl3ak: wht if it was for a grad
InTeLlRiT06: grad?
stupidityl3ak: grand*
InTeLlRiT06: a FEMALE BEAR, MAYBE
stupidityl3ak: heh
stupidityl3ak: ur turn
InTeLlRiT06: would you let nick fuck you and shit on your boobies?
stupidityl3ak: hell no
stupidityl3ak: hes not a virg
InTeLlRiT06: heh
stupidityl3ak: who knows wht hes have
InTeLlRiT06: yeah
stupidityl3ak: u a virg?
InTeLlRiT06: :-\
InTeLlRiT06: yup
InTeLlRiT06: you?
stupidityl3ak: yep
stupidityl3ak: u ate a girl out?
InTeLlRiT06: nope
InTeLlRiT06: u sucked dick?
stupidityl3ak: a girl give u a bj? and no
InTeLlRiT06: yes...
InTeLlRiT06: how far have u gone with a boy
InTeLlRiT06: ?
stupidityl3ak: hmm
stupidityl3ak: 2nd base
stupidityl3ak: im a prude
InTeLlRiT06: that would be....french kisssing?
stupidityl3ak: LoL
InTeLlRiT06: yeah
InTeLlRiT06: lol
stupidityl3ak: pretty much, yeah
InTeLlRiT06: ah
InTeLlRiT06: what do u look in guys?
InTeLlRiT06: ?
stupidityl3ak: cuteness, communication, humor, soomeone who has sarcasm, and uses it wisely... good eyes... goodlips.. nice teeth.. a brain.. someone who likes cars... tall... bigger than me...
stupidityl3ak: looks wise- i.e. heath ledger
stupidityl3ak: personality wise-i.e. dustin or pat
InTeLlRiT06: ah
stupidityl3ak: Yet i dont like dustin or pat
stupidityl3ak: wht abt u
InTeLlRiT06: hm
stupidityl3ak: wht u look for in a girl
InTeLlRiT06: hmm.
InTeLlRiT06: cuteness, communciation, respect everyone, likes cars, knows how to be serious at the right time, likes fun, like to be rough, likes dogs, good eyes, good lips, good personality, knows how to keep herself clean, good teeth, have a brain....
InTeLlRiT06: looks wise- i.e. Bebe
InTeLlRiT06: personality wise- i.e. teara
InTeLlRiT06: and you
stupidityl3ak: heh
InTeLlRiT06: :-)
stupidityl3ak: e gonna get off, dads whining
stupidityl3ak: plus dustin and pat are nnoying me
InTeLlRiT06: lol
InTeLlRiT06: ok
InTeLlRiT06: i ll talk to you later, alright?
stupidityl3ak: aite
stupidityl3ak: xooxies

thts joe

heres pat

stupidityl3ak: wht happened to your car
II Dr Chud II: hmm?
stupidityl3ak: 'digging my car from hte depths of hell'
II Dr Chud II: that was still on?
II Dr Chud II: damn
II Dr Chud II: that was like from this afternoon
stupidityl3ak: heh
II Dr Chud II: i just unplugged the phone line
II Dr Chud II: and left
stupidityl3ak: did you now?
stupidityl3ak: ooo
II Dr Chud II: well, my brother buried the right wheels into like 3 ft of mud
stupidityl3ak: ew
II Dr Chud II: the bottom of the car was touching the pavement
stupidityl3ak: anther car and chains shldve done the trick
II Dr Chud II: no cuz we didn't want to drag the bottom of the car
stupidityl3ak: hm
II Dr Chud II: we squeezed a jack under one spot
II Dr Chud II: jacked it up
stupidityl3ak: and went vroom vroom?
II Dr Chud II: then had enough clearance to jack up the right side
II Dr Chud II: found a table and put it under the wheel
II Dr Chud II: me and my brother stole a table a long time ago for skating
stupidityl3ak: heh
stupidityl3ak: how was the skating anywa?
II Dr Chud II: no go
II Dr Chud II: raining on and off most of the day
stupidityl3ak: HA HA
stupidityl3ak: not here
stupidityl3ak: :-)
II Dr Chud II: tmrw and thurs will be nice tho
stupidityl3ak: howcha know
II Dr Chud II: weather forecast
II Dr Chud II: it was right about today
II Dr Chud II: so why not tmrw?
stupidityl3ak: hmmm
stupidityl3ak: true
II Dr Chud II: it was so funny when i went out and saw the car buried
stupidityl3ak: why
II Dr Chud II: cuz my brother did it
II Dr Chud II: the left wheels were on the road, the right were right next to it, but fully sunk in mud
stupidityl3ak: heh
stupidityl3ak: funny funny
II Dr Chud II: its cuz they tore out the bottom half of our driveway for the sidewalk
II Dr Chud II: my brother drove thru that little section to park next to the curb, but there was no curb
II Dr Chud II: and he went down
stupidityl3ak: heh
stupidityl3ak: speaking of driveways, i've finally mastered backing out of mine
II Dr Chud II: ooh, now go faster! :-)
stupidityl3ak: 10 mph's all i have the guts for in the driveway
:-)
stupidityl3ak: im curious how fast mamas car can go
II Dr Chud II: when i learned how to drive a stick, my dad made me back down my driveway at my cabin
II Dr Chud II: which was about 1/4 mile
II Dr Chud II: mebbe just a bit longer
stupidityl3ak: ew
II Dr Chud II: then drive back up, having to pop out the clutch while sitting on the side of a gravel hill
II Dr Chud II: spun the tires of course
stupidityl3ak: that sucks
stupidityl3ak: good thing i dont have a cabin
II Dr Chud II: nah, love mine.....backed my trailer down that once for the hell of it
II Dr Chud II: great for my motorcycles
stupidityl3ak: ur weird, pat
II Dr Chud II: in that 1/4 mile i can hit top speed
stupidityl3ak: oh btw i finally emailed u :-)
stupidityl3ak: yeah?
II Dr Chud II: something like 90
II Dr Chud II: yeah i saw :-D
stupidityl3ak: eh
stupidityl3ak: heh
II Dr Chud II: wasn't much but appreciate it
stupidityl3ak: i know
stupidityl3ak: ;-)
II Dr Chud II: i almost sent something today whining
stupidityl3ak: rob and i had an entire convo.. and he didnt know who i was til the end, when he aked
stupidityl3ak: abt?
II Dr Chud II: lol
II Dr Chud II: i know you
stupidityl3ak: so you do..
stupidityl3ak: how
II Dr Chud II: about no email in so long
II Dr Chud II: blog
stupidityl3ak: it was one week
stupidityl3ak: wha?
II Dr Chud II: i snooped earlier
stupidityl3ak: ooo
stupidityl3ak: curse u
II Dr Chud II: gimme a few sec
stupidityl3ak: ok
stupidityl3ak: dustin no on, me whimpering

Auto response from II Dr Chud II: off to exorcise the demon of the porcelain bowl

stupidityl3ak: whoa didnt realize dustin's convo was so long on the journal
II Dr Chud II: yep, it went on quite a while
stupidityl3ak: i just realized that
II Dr Chud II: wonder how many people actually care
stupidityl3ak: none
stupidityl3ak: i dont now
stupidityl3ak: when someone tells u ur priceless what do u say to them ..... am i like one of those commercials..... finding the right guy $0 studying for ur finals $0 takin my dog to the groomers $0 hangin out with ashley-priceless ..........
stupidityl3ak: dustin no talky talky
II Dr Chud II: hmm, dusty no like you today
stupidityl3ak: i know
stupidityl3ak: he mean
II Dr Chud II: PMS maybe
stupidityl3ak: nah, PES
stupidityl3ak: PMS is for girls, PES is for boys
II Dr Chud II: PES?
stupidityl3ak: post ejaculation syndrom
II Dr Chud II: well, that makes sense....too happy and not horny enough to talk to any more girls
stupidityl3ak: si
II Dr Chud II: i heard this funny thing today
II Dr Chud II: this guy said something about my friend watching porn
stupidityl3ak: yeah?
II Dr Chud II: and getting a walmart smile on his face
II Dr Chud II: that just cracked me up
stupidityl3ak: heh
stupidityl3ak: :-)
stupidityl3ak: stupidityl3ak: u have pes?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: whatz dat?
stupidityl3ak: PES
stupidityl3ak: yes or no?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ...i hate not knowing what im saying...oh what the hell...yes
II Dr Chud II: lol
stupidityl3ak: he jekred off just before this..
stupidityl3ak: *covering eyes* this is rated R... i can only see rated PG
II Dr Chud II: you're too innocent
II Dr Chud II: but yet still a lolita
stupidityl3ak: yes
stupidityl3ak: i'm a PG lolita
II Dr Chud II: i gotta exploit you you know that?
II Dr Chud II: people go nuts for lolitas
stupidityl3ak: no
stupidityl3ak: dont
II Dr Chud II: turn on your webcam and do somehting
stupidityl3ak: mp
stupidityl3ak: no
stupidityl3ak: turning webcam on means turning lights on means making mom notice i'm on
II Dr Chud II: oh
II Dr Chud II: true
II Dr Chud II: well, netmeeting does work now
stupidityl3ak: do you trust dustin?
II Dr Chud II: im getting a webcam real soon
stupidityl3ak: yeah?
stupidityl3ak: yay you
II Dr Chud II: usually
II Dr Chud II: why u ask?
stupidityl3ak: j/w
II Dr Chud II: no theres a reason
stupidityl3ak: no thre not
II Dr Chud II: fine
stupidityl3ak: :-)
stupidityl3ak: he was talking abt erica and PES
II Dr Chud II: me? my PES?
stupidityl3ak: HIS pes
II Dr Chud II: what does erica and his PES have anything in common
stupidityl3ak: shes not his girl anymore..
stupidityl3ak: i dont konw
stupidityl3ak: hes weird
stupidityl3ak: hes cool too
II Dr Chud II: yeah, we established that a while ago
stupidityl3ak: play 20 questoins?
II Dr Chud II: um....sure
stupidityl3ak: ill just use joe's qq's
II Dr Chud II: am i supposed to guess what you're thinking about....and this doesn't count as a question
stupidityl3ak: i dont know
stupidityl3ak: i've never played 20 questoins
stupidityl3ak: joe asked me if i wanted to play
stupidityl3ak: but he wont start
stupidityl3ak: who would you consider marrying?
stupidityl3ak: thts 1
II Dr Chud II: oh....you
II Dr Chud II: :-D
stupidityl3ak: pft
stupidityl3ak: seriously
II Dr Chud II: none i can think of
stupidityl3ak: ok
II Dr Chud II: and?
stupidityl3ak: im not sure if its UR question yet or mine
II Dr Chud II: im not into thinking of questions
stupidityl3ak: u suck
stupidityl3ak: if u had to fuck brian or rob, who'd u go
II Dr Chud II: hmm, i dont wanna answer cuz i know you too well
stupidityl3ak: nah
stupidityl3ak: i wont say anything
stupidityl3ak: promise
II Dr Chud II: you'd put this on blog or something
stupidityl3ak: i wont
II Dr Chud II: nope
stupidityl3ak: promise
stupidityl3ak: u have my word
II Dr Chud II: :-D thanks, but no
stupidityl3ak: PAT
stupidityl3ak: trust me for once
II Dr Chud II: how am i supposed to choose
II Dr Chud II: they're rob and brian
stupidityl3ak: just choose
II Dr Chud II: i have no basis
stupidityl3ak: ALDSFAFD;Ajaslkja;fkd
II Dr Chud II: i dont know what a gay man would choose
stupidityl3ak: YOU
II Dr Chud II: throw some women at me
stupidityl3ak: i dont know the girls u kow
II Dr Chud II: get dustin's help
stupidityl3ak: nah
stupidityl3ak: i dont know them so its no fun
stupidityl3ak: julia roberts or drew barrymore
II Dr Chud II: ok...hmm
II Dr Chud II: roberts' a bit hotter, but barrymore seems more lively
stupidityl3ak: who'd u fuc
II Dr Chud II: i like tom green too much to poach his woman...roberts
stupidityl3ak: tom and barrymore are over
II Dr Chud II: really?
stupidityl3ak: wht'd u rather, eat ur own shit, or eat dustin's puke
stupidityl3ak: yeah
stupidityl3ak: they divroced
II Dr Chud II: hmm, puke....puke is more tolerable
II Dr Chud II: shit is shit
II Dr Chud II: god, rather not do either one
stupidityl3ak: *GAH*
stupidityl3ak: give dustin a BJ or eat ur shit
II Dr Chud II: kill myself
stupidityl3ak: HAVE TO PICK ONE
II Dr Chud II: hmm BJ
II Dr Chud II: now your turn
II Dr Chud II: answer the preceding two questions
stupidityl3ak: ok
stupidityl3ak: stupidityl3ak: PAT LIKES YOU
stupidityl3ak: yeah?
stupidityl3ak: eh
Dat Othah 1 Guy: he likes me? i dont swing that way
stupidityl3ak: sorry to burst ur bubble honey
II Dr Chud II: wow ash
stupidityl3ak: ;-)
stupidityl3ak: the questions?
II Dr Chud II: answer me
stupidityl3ak: answer what
stupidityl3ak: oh oh
II Dr Chud II: the puke question and the BJ question
stupidityl3ak: puke cuz its mostly just food
stupidityl3ak: give DUSTIN a bj? eh, i'd go for it
stupidityl3ak: girls give boys bjs... thts wht we do
II Dr Chud II: yeah
stupidityl3ak: although he'd be my first
II Dr Chud II: sure ;-)
stupidityl3ak: HE WOULD
II Dr Chud II: ash, you have to share
stupidityl3ak: share what
II Dr Chud II: dunno
II Dr Chud II: i refer you to dustin
stupidityl3ak: oh ok
stupidityl3ak: hes mean
stupidityl3ak: i wont share
II Dr Chud II: share what?
stupidityl3ak: ask him
II Dr Chud II: he says tell you
stupidityl3ak: tell me wa
II Dr Chud II: to share
II Dr Chud II: he wont tell me what
stupidityl3ak: TELL HIM noooooooo
stupidityl3ak: ITS ALL MINE
stupidityl3ak: tell him its mine
stupidityl3ak: tell u u said its mine
II Dr Chud II: no im not your fucking translator thingy whatever
stupidityl3ak: just tell him u said its mine
stupidityl3ak: u relayed his msg to me... relay mine to him
II Dr Chud II: and thats it
stupidityl3ak: can i have it?
II Dr Chud II: have what?
stupidityl3ak: n othing
stupidityl3ak: can i have it?
II Dr Chud II: no
stupidityl3ak: *whining*
II Dr Chud II: penis envy is not a pretty thing
stupidityl3ak: stupidityl3ak: u broke his heart
Dat Othah 1 Guy: really?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: can i have a piece?
stupidityl3ak: nah
stupidityl3ak: they're all mine
stupidityl3ak: you no my friend
II Dr Chud II: why?
stupidityl3ak: u no say i can have
II Dr Chud II: you cant have, dusty can't have
stupidityl3ak: I DONT CARE
II Dr Chud II: do too, its burning away at you
stupidityl3ak: curse wisc. ppl
II Dr Chud II: we have a higher IQ, you just feel inferior
stupidityl3ak: no, yall are meaner
stupidityl3ak: and FK U
stupidityl3ak: IM PUTTING THIS CONVO IN THE BLOG
II Dr Chud II: fine
stupidityl3ak: fine
II Dr Chud II: people wont care
stupidityl3ak: will too
II Dr Chud II: hey everyone out there
II Dr Chud II: there's something wrong with as
II Dr Chud II: h
stupidityl3ak: they already knew that, idiot
stupidityl3ak: they're reading my journal
II Dr Chud II: but there's not much there yet
II Dr Chud II: i gotta be sure
stupidityl3ak: nah
stupidityl3ak: they know
II Dr Chud II: the whole conversation?
II Dr Chud II: its kind of long by now
stupidityl3ak: so
stupidityl3ak: dustins convo was long too
stupidityl3ak: im puttng u, joe, and dustin's convos in there
II Dr Chud II: fine, bore the hell out of people
stupidityl3ak: it'll take the whole page
stupidityl3ak: i will
II Dr Chud II: then they wont wanna read it
stupidityl3ak: tye will too
stupidityl3ak: im going to get off
II Dr Chud II: you got a high opinion of yourself
stupidityl3ak: cuz you're making me mad
stupidityl3ak: and so is dustin
stupidityl3ak: gn
II Dr Chud II: yeah, you do that :-)
II Dr Chud II: nite baby
stupidityl3ak: dont call me baby
stupidityl3ak: im MAD AT YOU
II Dr Chud II: mwah mwah you're still my little lolita :-D
stupidityl3ak: I HATE U
stupidityl3ak: HATE U
stupidityl3ak: HATE U
II Dr Chud II: you may hate me now, but will understand someday
stupidityl3ak: WILL NOT
II Dr Chud II: i can wait
stupidityl3ak: you'll die byt hen
II Dr Chud II: you forget, im immortalII Dr Chud II: ive been around for about 5000 years now
stupidityl3ak: shut up
II Dr Chud II: i was there when louis XIV got beheadedII Dr Chud II: i was there when genghis khan took over half the world
II Dr Chud II: then when alexander the great did it
II Dr Chud II: then when napoleon did it
stupidityl3ak: HUSH
II Dr Chud II: then when hitler did it
II Dr Chud II: if i tried, i'd keep it all

now heres dustin

stupidityl3ak: yay
stupidityl3ak: hmm?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: hi..
stupidityl3ak: stupidityl3ak: dustin no talky talky
II Dr Chud II: hmm, dusty no like you today
stupidityl3ak: i know
stupidityl3ak: he mean
stupidityl3ak: :-D
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me talky
stupidityl3ak: NOW
stupidityl3ak: before u werent
Dat Othah 1 Guy: wanted to make sure u were who i thought you were
stupidityl3ak: how
Dat Othah 1 Guy: i have my ways..
stupidityl3ak: JPW
stupidityl3ak: HOW
Dat Othah 1 Guy: im not tellin u
stupidityl3ak: u have pes?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: whatz dat?
stupidityl3ak: PES
stupidityl3ak: yes or no?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ...i hate not knowing what im saying...oh what the hell...yes
stupidityl3ak: post ejaculation syndrome
Dat Othah 1 Guy: yup..im right
stupidityl3ak: u didnt know
Dat Othah 1 Guy: i mean i said the right answer
stupidityl3ak: oh
stupidityl3ak: u jerked off?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: :-D
stupidityl3ak: this is rated R
Dat Othah 1 Guy: what do yo uthink?
stupidityl3ak: *covering eyes* i cant watch
Dat Othah 1 Guy: well...i just got back from pat's girl's house...ya think he trusts me?
stupidityl3ak: *covering eyes again* I CANT WATCH
stupidityl3ak: i told you
stupidityl3ak: PG Only
stupidityl3ak: and no he doesnt trust you
stupidityl3ak: i think
Dat Othah 1 Guy: oh...better not tell him then...
stupidityl3ak: stupidityl3ak: do you trust dustin?
II Dr Chud II: im getting a webcam real soon
stupidityl3ak: yeah?
stupidityl3ak: yay you
II Dr Chud II: usually
II Dr Chud II: why u ask?
stupidityl3ak: j/wvv
stupidityl3ak: II Dr Chud II: no theres a reason
stupidityl3ak: no thre not
stupidityl3ak: who's pats girl? erica?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: umm yeah...shes not my girl anymore
stupidityl3ak: wha?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: huh?
stupidityl3ak: nm
stupidityl3ak: erica no ur girl who ur girl
Dat Othah 1 Guy: erica wuz my grl last yr...now me no have one:'(
stupidityl3ak: OOO
stupidityl3ak: go get one
Dat Othah 1 Guy: who me go get..all good ones taken
stupidityl3ak: hmm
stupidityl3ak: go get anastasia
Dat Othah 1 Guy: like i said..all good ones taken
stupidityl3ak: heh
stupidityl3ak: hmm
stupidityl3ak: not all
stupidityl3ak: u can break someof them up
stupidityl3ak: :-)
Dat Othah 1 Guy: thats how i got erica
stupidityl3ak: heh
Dat Othah 1 Guy: dont wanna do that again
stupidityl3ak: aight
stupidityl3ak: wht happened w/ yall
Dat Othah 1 Guy: whaddya mean?
stupidityl3ak: u and eirca
Dat Othah 1 Guy: u mean why did we break up or what?
stupidityl3ak: yeah
Dat Othah 1 Guy: she wasnt as serious about it as i was...so on the day i was going to break up with her, she beat me to it...
stupidityl3ak: heh
Dat Othah 1 Guy: she denies it, but i think she just used me to make pat jealous
stupidityl3ak: PAT LIKES YOU
stupidityl3ak: yeah?
stupidityl3ak: eh
Dat Othah 1 Guy: he likes me? i dont swing that way
stupidityl3ak: oh
stupidityl3ak: u broke his heart
Dat Othah 1 Guy: really?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: can i have a piece?
stupidityl3ak: nah
stupidityl3ak: they're all mine
Dat Othah 1 Guy: heard its tasty
Dat Othah 1 Guy: jsut a little piece
stupidityl3ak: YOU TATTLER!
I HATE U
stupidityl3ak: I WONT SHARE
Dat Othah 1 Guy: i didnt tattle
stupidityl3ak: DID TOO
Dat Othah 1 Guy: did not
stupidityl3ak: DID TOO
stupidityl3ak: I WONT SHARE
stupidityl3ak: PAT SAID ITS MINE
Dat Othah 1 Guy: fine, i'll get my own someday, and it'll be bigger than urs
stupidityl3ak: no it wont
stupidityl3ak: you no my friend now
stupidityl3ak: stupidityl3ak: you no my friend
II Dr Chud II: why?
stupidityl3ak: u no say i can have
II Dr Chud II: you cant have, dusty can't have
stupidityl3ak: I DONT CARE
stupidityl3ak: curse wisc. ppl
Dat Othah 1 Guy: im not from wisc
stupidityl3ak: where u from then
Dat Othah 1 Guy: im from mich
stupidityl3ak: curse mich. ppl
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me lie
Dat Othah 1 Guy: me not from mich
stupidityl3ak: i hate u
stupidityl3ak: curse dustin
stupidityl3ak: curse dustin's parents
Dat Othah 1 Guy: thats better..no point in cursing unneccessary ppl
stupidityl3ak: is too
Dat Othah 1 Guy: what point?
stupidityl3ak: i hate u, and im mad at ur parents for making u
Dat Othah 1 Guy: ahh...ive been mad at them for that since birth...big deal...they're used to it by now
stupidityl3ak: im getting off
stupidityl3ak: you make me mad
stupidityl3ak: pat makes me mad
Dat Othah 1 Guy: not as mad as u make me
Dat Othah 1 Guy: u cant leave...i'll have no one to argue with
stupidityl3ak: argue w/ pat
stupidityl3ak: gn
Dat Othah 1 Guy: i cant
stupidityl3ak: why
Dat Othah 1 Guy: cuz he sux at it
stupidityl3ak: so
stupidityl3ak: he sure argues fine w/ me
stupidityl3ak: argue w/ brian
stupidityl3ak: god knows he can argue
Dat Othah 1 Guy: BAH
Dat Othah 1 Guy: FINE
Dat Othah 1 Guy: LEAVE
stupidityl3ak: fine i will
stupidityl3ak: :-)
stupidityl3ak: xooxies?
Dat Othah 1 Guy: no
Dat Othah 1 Guy: u get nothing from me
stupidityl3ak: *whining*
stupidityl3ak: fine
Dat Othah 1 Guy: u want another fake airplane?
stupidityl3ak: ill go to sleep knowing u dont airplane me AT ALL

these guys aint like angel... he gives me an 'ily' whenever i want it! :)

2002-08-13T18:57:00.000-05:00

hmm, why is it that all day im thinking of stuff, but when i get on this blog, i forget it all? :( i just made a new AIM sn... stupidityl3ak.. tha one and educated0nkey...IM me if ya wanna. i'm almost always on, if im not on those two, i'm on hadesangel7.. if not that one, then a2355n4g86... if not that one, then im on my own personal sn :) spent a while playing w/ austin powers.. hes a fun guy to talk to, even though he aint real... although smarterchild was funner.. :) stupidityl3ak: baby, you're freaking me out
Austin Powers: Baby I am freaking you out, huh?
stupidityl3ak: yes baby
Austin Powers: Yeah, baby.
stupidityl3ak: do i make you horny, baby?
Austin Powers: Do ya? Do you ever!
stupidityl3ak: lets shag!
Austin Powers: Hold on! I think I hear the telling bone tinkling. It's for you. It's headquarters. You're wanted there!
stupidityl3ak: damn
Austin Powers: Anything wrong?
HEE HEE... anyway.. i just broke the computer desk... :-/ my family's getting on my nerves BIG TIME... was just sitting here and they kept on playing w/ my hair, even though i was screaming at them... AKDJAS;FDJSADS;FJD why dont they bugger off?!?! angel's my little baby.. and he knows it :) funny thing, i've never actually... MET him in person :) hes one of those online buddies :) stupidityl3ak: aight i'm here
sexEmexican02: aight
sexEmexican02: you need to nake up your mind on a sn
stupidityl3ak: heh
stupidityl3ak: i'll use them all
stupidityl3ak: :-)
stupidityl3ak: hmm
stupidityl3ak: whtcha doing tonite
sexEmexican02: nothing
sexEmexican02: i partied too much last night
stupidityl3ak: hah
stupidityl3ak: you partied? :-)
sexEmexican02: yeah
sexEmexican02: i got home around 4 in the morning
stupidityl3ak: Austin Powers: Ashley "Excitement" Greene

People speak your name in an awed whisper, as exciting things always happen around you. These wanna-be hangers-on are just there to enjoy the ride! Vital gear includes a substantial line of credit at the best casino in town to play craps and roulette all night long. yay me
stupidityl3ak: eh
stupidityl3ak: me went to sleep around 4 :-)
stupidityl3ak: ur last's mendoza?
sexEmexican02: yeah
stupidityl3ak: Angel "Dashing" Mendoza

You save the innocent victim with such flair that they almost forget to get out of the line of fire, so mesmerized are they by your performance. Enemies try to bring you low, but you'll have none of that! Not when the music swells and there is a perfectly good chandelier to swing from. Vital gear includes a cape that swirls around you when you dance, pearly white teeth for heart-stopping smiles and a clean white shirt for all occasions.
sexEmexican02: haha i always wear a white shirt
stupidityl3ak: heh
stupidityl3ak: do yoU?
stupidityl3ak: :-)
sexEmexican02: yeah
stupidityl3ak: me a black one
sexEmexican02: thats cause your the devil worshiper
stupidityl3ak: am not
sexEmexican02: ae 2
sexEmexican02: are*
stupidityl3ak: AM NOT
sexEmexican02: R 2
stupidityl3ak: AM NOT
sexEmexican02: R 2
stupidityl3ak: hmm
stupidityl3ak: i am not... :-(
sexEmexican02: o
sexEmexican02: k
sexEmexican02: ok
stupidityl3ak: :-)
stupidityl3ak: yay
stupidityl3ak: im not
sexEmexican02: you are
stupidityl3ak: HATE YOU
sexEmexican02: haha
sexEmexican02: are
stupidityl3ak: im not speaking to you again, angel mendoza!
sexEmexican02: see you are full of hate
sexEmexican02: its all that black you wear
stupidityl3ak: i wear black cuz i like it
stupidityl3ak: tis pretty
sexEmexican02: whatever
stupidityl3ak: fine, why u always wearing a white shirt?
sexEmexican02: tis evil
sexEmexican02: cause i can
stupidityl3ak: i hate you
sexEmexican02: haha
sexEmexican02: im just messing around with you
stupidityl3ak: ok from THIS point on i'm not talking to you.... heres the point *
sexEmexican02: you know i love you
sexEmexican02: fine if thats the way you want it
stupidityl3ak: nah man i love u too much to do that :-)
sexEmexican02: i now
sexEmexican02: know*
sexEmexican02: well hey im about to go to the store
sexEmexican02: be back in a while
sexEmexican02: ttyl babe
stupidityl3ak: aight
stupidityl3ak: hey hold up
stupidityl3ak: mind if i put this convo on the blog?
sexEmexican02: what convo?
stupidityl3ak: THIS convo
sexEmexican02: what blog?
stupidityl3ak: my journal
sexEmexican02: go ahead i dont care
sexEmexican02: im out laterz
stupidityl3ak: aight bye
sexEmexican02 signed off at 6:50:41 PM. eh, a good buddy :) hmm.. school's starting soon... go back this sunday actually.. usually, i'd be ready like, 2 weeks in advance... this year i'm a lil more slow on the packing thing... i'm only in the "lets start washing the clothes" phase. i'm still in the middle of redecorating my room... (started like, a month ago, never finished) i'm going to start a lil tonight.. after all, i vow this year to not bring back MORE clothes.. it takes a lot more to take home... only each semester, the clothes change :) hmm.. i'm kinda nervous abt going back, i mean.. i've not exactly been nice to most of these ppl.. especially my old roommate, jenny... and i dont even have a new roommate lined up... (dont care now, as long as it aint jenny or krystal a. or someone else w/ that kind of smarts.. which means NONE..) jenny's tighter w/ most ppl than i am.. i'm more of a loner i guess, i get my good friends and i just stick w/ them, not caring about the others. i shld be more socalizing this year i guess but i dont know.. most of these kids are... dumb.. (in the dorms) which leaves me frustrated... i want a CONVERSATION not a mini conversation to someone w/ the mentality of a 10 year old. i have a 11 and 14 yr old sisters, i get nuff of that at home. i betta make it on drama... i mean i WANT to make it... i mean if JENNY can make it, i can... she went onstage too soon, which left everyone all fked up, and she forgot her lines, only metioning ONE of them... looked like an absoulte idiot... she stood there like a deer caught in a car's headlights, smack in the middle of the stage, while everyone was trying to cover up for her... big idiot. biggest fking idiot on the world. and that's jannette gallegos, everybody. i better stop talking on here and start finishing the stupid peer pressure story... was supposed to have it done, 3 weeks ago... some writer i am.

2002-08-12T22:11:00.000-05:00

um.. i cut my hair... even though i look like a boy now, i'm liking it... short and sweet :) finally tlked to KIKI... my girl right there... (SHOWW!) i dont have much time on the comp, just wanted to put SOMETHING on here... XOOXIES!

2002-08-12T01:29:00.001-05:00

HadesAngel7: my bad
HadesAngel7: thought i was on this one on the a2355 one
YAWNOCP: me is the big fat OH to you
HadesAngel7: is the yeah
YAWNOCP signed off at 1:09:38 AM.
YAWNOCP signed on at 1:10:02 AM.
HadesAngel7: wow
HadesAngel7: crazy shit...

Auto response from YAWNOCP: hungry, getting food and crazy shit like that

YAWNOCP: damn yeah
HadesAngel7: hysenflag, whts the real spelling?
YAWNOCP: i think its hyzenthlay
YAWNOCP: brb
HadesAngel7: ok
YAWNOCP: got watership down here
HadesAngel7: aight
YAWNOCP: yep, it means literally shine dew fur
HadesAngel7: heh
HadesAngel7: girl rabbits name?
YAWNOCP: yep
YAWNOCP: hazel-rah's main squeeze
HadesAngel7: whts another girl's name?
HadesAngel7: man.. my rabbit was a boy.. *d'oh*
YAWNOCP: me dont know book is back there
HadesAngel7: alright
YAWNOCP: lol! well my cats a girl
HadesAngel7: hmm
HadesAngel7: true
HadesAngel7: hazel rah's a good one for a girl
YAWNOCP: im still shut out of my other sn
HadesAngel7: same
YAWNOCP: man its hot in here
HadesAngel7: is cold in here
YAWNOCP: lets trade
HadesAngel7: no
YAWNOCP: fine, no respect for me
HadesAngel7: lets compromise
YAWNOCP: fine
YAWNOCP: lets do that
HadesAngel7: ok
YAWNOCP: my friend says hes hacking my email, i guess he'll find all of that shit we write to each ohter
HadesAngel7: jej
HadesAngel7: heh
HadesAngel7: oh well
YAWNOCP: i dont believe him, really
YAWNOCP: hes not smart enough
HadesAngel7: is he?
HadesAngel7: whts ur password?
YAWNOCP: no
HadesAngel7: dang ur smart
YAWNOCP: lol
YAWNOCP: social engineering wont work on me
YAWNOCP: thats a hacker's term did you know?
HadesAngel7: is it?
HadesAngel7: u knw greek mythology?
YAWNOCP: some
HadesAngel7: hades
HadesAngel7: whts his wife's name
YAWNOCP: was persephone, now prosperina
HadesAngel7: thx
YAWNOCP: you sure im right?
HadesAngel7: yeah
HadesAngel7: u and dustin said @ same time
YAWNOCP: why you wanna know?
HadesAngel7: names
HadesAngel7: gonna go
HadesAngel7: get a feeling mom's getting up soon
YAWNOCP: lol, its late
HadesAngel7: shes a mom
YAWNOCP: best of luck, hon
HadesAngel7: moms get up to check on hte kids
YAWNOCP: my doesn't
YAWNOCP: i come home at 5:30 am and she has no idea
HadesAngel7: heh
HadesAngel7: dustin's in my journal
HadesAngel7: hmm
YAWNOCP: show me where
HadesAngel7: http://warpedmind.blogspot.com/
HadesAngel7: justjust wanna clarify
HadesAngel7: me wuv you too ok
YAWNOCP: ooh im fun!
HadesAngel7: click refresh
HadesAngel7: you're now in it :-)
YAWNOCP: let me read first, then ill say something

2002-08-12T01:29:00.000-05:00

dont worry pat i wuv you too :)

2002-08-12T01:28:00.000-05:00

man.. these quiz's are messing up my page.. eh... oh well.. the word 'ja' gets on my nerves yet its addictive.. its ilke 'erm' '...' and that kinda stuff... its annoying to hear someone say 'ja' yet its fun to say it. dustin and pat are fun tonight.. well, a slug would be fun tonight... *puts that on my to do list-kiss a slug.. again* yes, i said again... i kissed one @ patch's house after having a lil drinky drinky for the first time.. made a poem abt it too (she did not me, shes the poet) " slugs are bugs, and you shouldnt kiss bugs, even if its on a rug trying to give you a hug. " hmm.. i vow to stay upt oday and watch the sun rise... i've never done that, stay up all night and watch the sun rise i mean... laura was talking about that in her journal... or on an IM.. i dont remember, but it made me think.. me want to do that, and i'll even snap a pic... sun set in the back yard means it'll raise in the front yard.. :) man i'm smart! hmm.. moms forgotten to get me off again... :) yay.. last time i was scared to be on, now i'm just ike... eh, she doesnt care! was reading this one chick's journal.. its ALL just emails... *stupid* i know i'm putting my and dustin's convo in here but its only ONCE :) not every single entry.. i like the name raskolnikov... (thanks a lot brian!) dontaello, michelangelo, joviah, hades, othello, Xander, and hyzenthlay (he'd be pleased to find his name means shine dew fur.) for a future son... (im not naming any kids any ordinary names) for girls, azurka.. man i had a few uphere.. hazel-rah... (apparently, hyzenthlay's main squeeze in the book.. i'll hve to read it again) ophelia (thx dustin) soriak (thanks again dustin) prosperina.. and Zamacia. was just thinking about names for kids.. *shrugs* wht can i say, i'm weird like that. apparently, i think of more boy names than girls... dont know, i want a boy not a girl.. *shrugs* here's dustin
HadesAngel7: ok
HadesAngel7: no go
HadesAngel7: a2355's open
doobiesnakker: i saw that
HadesAngel7: yeah
HadesAngel7: hmm
HadesAngel7: this is sad
HadesAngel7: i'm only tlkin to u and pat
doobiesnakker: hmm
HadesAngel7: scary
doobiesnakker: sad for who?
HadesAngel7: for me
doobiesnakker: why scary?
HadesAngel7: only have you two on here
HadesAngel7: usually got a full bl
doobiesnakker: my bl has nine on
HadesAngel7: http://ogidnindigo.blogspot.com/ stupid
HadesAngel7: i dont have lots on here cuz i rarely use this one
doobiesnakker: i have the same bl on all my sn's
HadesAngel7: i dont
HadesAngel7: *shrugs*
HadesAngel7: never save my bl's
HadesAngel7: i shld though
HadesAngel7: wht's my icon?
HadesAngel7: me have one?
doobiesnakker: nope
HadesAngel7: aight
HadesAngel7: i vow to stay up to watch the sunrise today
doobiesnakker: think you'll be able to?
HadesAngel7: probally
HadesAngel7: i'm wired tonigh
doobiesnakker: i know i can
doobiesnakker: me too
HadesAngel7: had like 3 cans of root beer
doobiesnakker: pfft
HadesAngel7: im gonna get off of here at 2
HadesAngel7: cant risk getting caught
doobiesnakker: 3 cans is nothing
HadesAngel7: im senstive to caffine, honey
doobiesnakker: im not
HadesAngel7: obviously
doobiesnakker: i can drink a 2 liter bottle of coke and go to sleep
HadesAngel7: you're weird man
HadesAngel7: im thinking about writing in blog again
HadesAngel7: u have our whole convo?
HadesAngel7: or did u X it out like i did
doobiesnakker: umm
doobiesnakker: i have everything in the last hour
HadesAngel7: aite
HadesAngel7: gimmie agian
HadesAngel7 wants to directly connect.
doobiesnakker is now directly connected.
doobiesnakker: the whole thing?
HadesAngel7: yeah
HadesAngel7: ALL of it
HadesAngel7: starting from here
doobiesnakker: doobiesnakker: FOUND U
HadesAngel7: lol
HadesAngel7: finally
doobiesnakker: PAT STILL DOESNT KNOW IM ON
HadesAngel7: alright
HadesAngel7: he does now
doobiesnakker: OH WELL
HadesAngel7: YAWNOCP: watch out dusty's coming
HadesAngel7: yeah?
HadesAngel7: goody
YAWNOCP: maybe
YAWNOCP: i leave MSN on all the time
HadesAngel7: yeah?
HadesAngel7: me hate msn
YAWNOCP: it tells me when i got email
doobiesnakker: YEAH I TALKED TO HIM ON MSN
HadesAngel7: u save our old convos?
doobiesnakker: NOT ALL
HadesAngel7: weirdo
doobiesnakker: INTERESTING PARTS
HadesAngel7: u got those like archives or whatever?
doobiesnakker: U COULD SAY THAT
HadesAngel7: hmm
HadesAngel7: me no have
HadesAngel7 signed on at 11:57:38 PM.
HadesAngel7: why were u pissed?
doobiesnakker: cuz i forgot to go to see xXx
HadesAngel7: oh
HadesAngel7: thts right
HadesAngel7: NO

Auto response from doobiesnakker: gotta go leave something for the toilet bowl man to clean up

HadesAngel7: dont leave me
doobiesnakker: shh..dont worry...im here..calm down
HadesAngel7: im mad aty ou
doobiesnakker: cuz i went to the little boy's wee-wee room?
HadesAngel7: YES
HadesAngel7: you left me
HadesAngel7: when i needed you
HadesAngel7: you just up and left
doobiesnakker: aww
doobiesnakker: me sorry
HadesAngel7: no
HadesAngel7: im not talking
doobiesnakker: ok..me VERY sorry
doobiesnakker: me forgiven?
doobiesnakker: me forgiven?
HadesAngel7: hmm
HadesAngel7: maybe
doobiesnakker: is simple question
doobiesnakker: with simple answer
HadesAngel7: never a simple qq
doobiesnakker: maybe no simple
doobiesnakker: this is
HadesAngel7: hmm
HadesAngel7: i maybe forgive you
doobiesnakker: if..
HadesAngel7: ok i do
HadesAngel7: :-)
doobiesnakker: ok me accept forgiveness:-)
HadesAngel7: ok
HadesAngel7: :-)
doobiesnakker: heh me on yahoo, msn, and aim..me no surprise if again freeze
HadesAngel7: get off
HadesAngel7: me no want u to freeze
HadesAngel7: get off stupid yahoo
doobiesnakker: gone yahoo stupid
HadesAngel7: good
HadesAngel7: u no stupid
HadesAngel7: me like you
HadesAngel7: you my friend
doobiesnakker: me friend?
HadesAngel7: you friend!
doobiesnakker: me friend!!!
HadesAngel7: YOU FRIEND!
HadesAngel7: HadesAngel7: me no like you
HadesAngel7: you my friend anywa
YAWNOCP: thank you very much
HadesAngel7: u aint as smart as dustin
doobiesnakker: me cool?
doobiesnakker: oh me smart
HadesAngel7: you cool!
HadesAngel7: you smart!
doobiesnakker: yawnocp stupid?
HadesAngel7: yes
HadesAngel7: yawnocp no fun
doobiesnakker: hmm
doobiesnakker: we kill yawnocp?
HadesAngel7: no
HadesAngel7: yawnocp make haha sometime
doobiesnakker: lots or littles?
HadesAngel7: littles
doobiesnakker: no need it
HadesAngel7: me you screw
doobiesnakker: kill yawnocp
doobiesnakker: me you screw?
HadesAngel7: YES
HadesAngel7: me you screw!
HadesAngel7: YAWNOCP: we're talking about screwing around
YAWNOCP: i think with my dick not my heart
HadesAngel7: aight
HadesAngel7: me go get busy w/ dustin now
HadesAngel7: BYE
YAWNOCP: how?
HadesAngel7: dontknow
YAWNOCP: cyber is not a pretty thing
HadesAngel7: he kill you
HadesAngel7: we no cyber
doobiesnakker: hmm
HadesAngel7: YAWNOCP: good
YAWNOCP: disgusting
YAWNOCP: desperate
YAWNOCP: who kill me
HadesAngel7: HE
HadesAngel7: HE kill you
HadesAngel7: you no HA.HA.
YAWNOCP: i never met HE
doobiesnakker: heh me kill
doobiesnakker: hehe
HadesAngel7: HadesAngel7: yes you meet he
YAWNOCP: HE is a dumb name
YAWNOCP: me name my kid HE CONWAY
HadesAngel7: no
HadesAngel7: HE name dustin
HadesAngel7: you go name HE CONWAY
HadesAngel7: he conway cool
HadesAngel7: hehe
HadesAngel7: go kill
doobiesnakker: me go
HadesAngel7: YAWNOCP: he conway get very confused sometimes
HadesAngel7: is why
HadesAngel7: you is haha now
HadesAngel7: you stay
doobiesnakker: me stay
HadesAngel7: me yay
doobiesnakker: you lucky me not get far
doobiesnakker: me turn around
doobiesnakker: you lucky
HadesAngel7: me whew
HadesAngel7: me whew
HadesAngel7: me lucky
HadesAngel7: me agree
doobiesnakker: you always lucky?
HadesAngel7: is no
HadesAngel7: is just tonight
doobiesnakker: oh
doobiesnakker: is my color
doobiesnakker: that why lucky
doobiesnakker: :-D
HadesAngel7: is true
HadesAngel7: is yay you
doobiesnakker: me yay
HadesAngel7: is you smart
doobiesnakker: me smart
HadesAngel7: is like smart ppl
doobiesnakker: me cool 2
HadesAngel7: you dodo today
doobiesnakker: dodo today?
HadesAngel7: yes
doobiesnakker: me not smart now
me confused
HadesAngel7: is dodo? is get done?
doobiesnakker: you mean me dodo things today?
HadesAngel7: yes
doobiesnakker: oh me smart
HadesAngel7: is yay
HadesAngel7: is you dodo?
doobiesnakker: me go buy new car
doobiesnakker: new vroom vroom
HadesAngel7: is the kind?
doobiesnakker: kind honda
HadesAngel7: kinda civic? crx? accord?
doobiesnakker: accord
HadesAngel7: is yay
HadesAngel7: is me want is mom no
doobiesnakker: me have
HadesAngel7: me hate
HadesAngel7: me no car hae
HadesAngel7: me want me crx
doobiesnakker: me no want crx
doobiesnakker: crx small
HadesAngel7: me like small
HadesAngel7: me like fiero
HadesAngel7: is fault brian
HadesAngel7: he is rub off on me
doobiesnakker: give back..you no need rub
doobiesnakker: me give you new rub
HadesAngel7: is wht rub
doobiesnakker: nice rub
HadesAngel7: is wht rub?
doobiesnakker: you no know?
HadesAngel7: is no know
doobiesnakker: me think you know
me think you play dumb
HadesAngel7: me is no know!
HadesAngel7: you is the insult me
HadesAngel7: is the cyry now
doobiesnakker: me no want you cry
HadesAngel7: is tool ate
HadesAngel7: is no like you
doobiesnakker: me sorry
doobiesnakker: again
HadesAngel7: is what rub
doobiesnakker: me not mean
doobiesnakker: is rub preference
doobiesnakker: me guess
doobiesnakker: me no good explain
HadesAngel7: me ok
HadesAngel7: me accept
doobiesnakker: me yay
doobiesnakker: he still haha?
HadesAngel7: he no talk talk
HadesAngel7: is oops
HadesAngel7: is my turn to talk
HadesAngel7: he try forgive me
doobiesnakker: he try harder or me kill
HadesAngel7: you go kill
doobiesnakker: me ask you sure me kill?
HadesAngel7: is yes
HadesAngel7: is go
HadesAngel7: is bye bye pat
doobiesnakker: is pat know me kill?
HadesAngel7: is kinda
HadesAngel7: he no know when
HadesAngel7: shhh
doobiesnakker: me make pat wait
doobiesnakker: pat worry
HadesAngel7: he think who kill is his son, HE
doobiesnakker: is worse than kill
HadesAngel7: is HATE blog now
HadesAngel7: is all in spanish
doobiesnakker: me no know spanish too
HadesAngel7: me know little
HadesAngel7: me not konw all
HadesAngel7: is me relaly have to pee
HadesAngel7: is brb
HadesAngel7: is sshh
HadesAngel7: is back
doobiesnakker: me shh
HadesAngel7: man ant is bite my butt
doobiesnakker: is you bite back?
HadesAngel7: is you like talk like this or is you wanna talk normal agaiin?
doobiesnakker: me dunno
doobiesnakker: you no like?
HadesAngel7: gah
HadesAngel7: im tired ofi t
HadesAngel7: :-)
HadesAngel7: its amusing, ja, but still
HadesAngel7: bleeh
HadesAngel7: :-)
doobiesnakker: yep
HadesAngel7: i wanan watch fifth element again
doobiesnakker: me too
HadesAngel7: u and pat think alike :-)
HadesAngel7: i wanna see run lola run
HadesAngel7: dammit
HadesAngel7: man
HadesAngel7: u and pat only ones on here
HadesAngel7: lemme go see if i can get on fire now
doobiesnakker: well you drive your ass up here and we'll watch it
HadesAngel7 signed off at 12:57:47 AM.
HadesAngel7 signed on at 12:58:56 AM.
HadesAngel7: ok
HadesAngel7: no go
HadesAngel7: a2355's open
doobiesnakker: i saw that
HadesAngel7: yeah
HadesAngel7: hmm
HadesAngel7: this is sad
HadesAngel7: i'm only tlkin to u and pat
doobiesnakker: hmm
doobiesnakker: sad for who?
HadesAngel7: scary
HadesAngel7: for me
doobiesnakker: why scary?
HadesAngel7: only have you two on here
HadesAngel7: usually got a full bl
doobiesnakker: my bl has nine on
HadesAngel7: http://ogidnindigo.blogspot.com/ stupid
HadesAngel7: i dont have lots on here cuz i rarely use this one
doobiesnakker: i have the same bl on all my sn's
HadesAngel7: i dont
HadesAngel7: *shrugs*
HadesAngel7: never save my bl's
HadesAngel7: i shld though
HadesAngel7: wht's my icon?
HadesAngel7: me have one?
doobiesnakker: nope
HadesAngel7: aight
HadesAngel7: i vow to stay up to watch the sunrise today
doobiesnakker: think you'll be able to?
HadesAngel7: probally
HadesAngel7: i'm wired tonigh
doobiesnakker: i know i can
doobiesnakker: me too
HadesAngel7: had like 3 cans of root beer
doobiesnakker: pfft
HadesAngel7: im gonna get off of here at 2
HadesAngel7: cant risk getting caught
doobiesnakker: 3 cans is nothing
HadesAngel7: im senstive to caffine, honey
doobiesnakker: im not
HadesAngel7: obviously
doobiesnakker: i can drink a 2 liter bottle of coke and go to sleep
HadesAngel7: you're weird man
HadesAngel7: im thinking about writing in blog again
HadesAngel7: u have our whole convo?
HadesAngel7: or did u X it out like i did
doobiesnakker: umm
doobiesnakker: i have everything in the last hour
HadesAngel7: aite
HadesAngel7: gimmie agian
HadesAngel7 wants to directly connect.
HadesAngel7 is now directly connected.
doobiesnakker: the whole thing?
HadesAngel7: yeah
HadesAngel7: ALL of it
HadesAngel7: starting from here
HadesAngel7: thank u
HadesAngel7: its going up
HadesAngel7: even though theres not really anything productive from this convo, its the ... best one i've had tonight, which is sad
doobiesnakker: real sad
HadesAngel7: i know
HadesAngel7: very sad
HadesAngel7: i like my journal
HadesAngel7: its stupid but i like it
doobiesnakker: ur not the only one i know with a journal
HadesAngel7: i knw
HadesAngel7: everyone has a journal
HadesAngel7: say u have one?
doobiesnakker: nope
doobiesnakker: never really saw the point
HadesAngel7: ooo
HadesAngel7: darn
HadesAngel7: wanted to snoop :-)
HadesAngel7: wht'd u name ur son?
doobiesnakker: i wasnt aware that i had one
HadesAngel7: if u had one
HadesAngel7: wht'd u name him
doobiesnakker: umm
doobiesnakker: i dont know
HadesAngel7: think
HadesAngel7: think hard
doobiesnakker: nothing seems to sound good with my last name
doobiesnakker: not even mine
HadesAngel7: heh
HadesAngel7: forget the last name
HadesAngel7: whts ur last name anyway
doobiesnakker: urs?
doobiesnakker: same time
HadesAngel7: greene
doobiesnakker: leggett
HadesAngel7: LOL
doobiesnakker: i know its weird
HadesAngel7: very
HadesAngel7: :-)
HadesAngel7: ok me no marry u
doobiesnakker: good..me didnt ask
HadesAngel7: wht name u like
doobiesnakker: for?
HadesAngel7: kids
doobiesnakker: umm
doobiesnakker: the first name pops into my head is joey
HadesAngel7: u bad
HadesAngel7: raskolnikov, dontaello, michelngelo, and hyzenthlay
doobiesnakker: how bout ophelia?
HadesAngel7: girl?
HadesAngel7: boy?
doobiesnakker: girl
HadesAngel7: thts nice
HadesAngel7: im just putting names i ilke in my journal
HadesAngel7: :-)
HadesAngel7: zamicia
doobiesnakker: are u making theseup?
HadesAngel7: nope
HadesAngel7: theyre real names
doobiesnakker: whoa
HadesAngel7: azurka
HadesAngel7: hazel-rah
HadesAngel7: xander, othello, and joviah
doobiesnakker: KAIROS
HadesAngel7: girl or boy
HadesAngel7: it sucks
HadesAngel7: soriak
HadesAngel7: htts better
doobiesnakker: calypso
HadesAngel7: nah
HadesAngel7: hades
HadesAngel7: whts hade's wifes name?
HadesAngel7: herena... somethign
doobiesnakker: umm
HadesAngel7: no
HadesAngel7: started w/ a p
HadesAngel7: there's a fruit named after her
doobiesnakker: Persephone
HadesAngel7: u and pat said it at the same time
HadesAngel7: :-)
HadesAngel7: peresephone or prosperina...
HadesAngel7: like ina better
HadesAngel7: i'm gonna get off
HadesAngel7: get a feeling mom's getting up soon
HadesAngel7: gm
HadesAngel7: MWAHS
doobiesnakker: gn
HadesAngel7: gm
HadesAngel7: look at the time
HadesAngel7: :-)
doobiesnakker: oh
HadesAngel7: bye
doobiesnakker: bye

2002-08-11T12:32:00.000-05:00

relatively slow night last night... talked to nick, a guy that i've had a thing for on and off for 2 years (too long if you ask me) decided... i'm over him now... megan can go have him :) took this stupid IQ test... according to it i'm very stupid, scored an 118... i'm a "visual mathematic." erm im bored of writing in here already

2002-08-10T18:50:00.000-05:00

man i hate people who think they're all that.. people who get mad when i'm not all cheesy and cheerful... i guess i whine too much... i'm one of those whiners who sit on my arse and dont do anything.. my family's starting to get on my last nerves.. i mean they're great, but they're too smothering.. i'm just trying to be my own person, but they won't let me... always telling me this and that, asking this and that, complaing about this and that, saying i can't do this and that. like, when bambi's friend died, mom didnt smother her, when donelia did, mom's like, not left my side... i'm like... LEAVE ME ALONE.. yes, i'm mourning, but i need to be left alone... my family didnt even know donelia, so why should they care? i hate people like those.. like some people dont even hang w/ her, yet they act like its such a terrible tradegy... posers. fking posers. i still cant believe she hung herself. lke its weird, i catch myself talking about her in the present sense not hte past sense. we werent CLOSE friends, but man, i looked up to her. she like, had it all organized. she wasnt one of those mindless sheep... she was a leader. man, with her, we had a protest in gym class... well, we rebeled in gym everyday, but we had a BIG protest, w/ signs and everything... was stupid, but it was fun. she would talk to me when no one else did, we'd walk around the track in gym class, talking about everything and nothing. man, i miss her. we had our laughs. i havent really laughed since last week, friday actually. off the subject, i went to the movies last night.. with bambi... couldnt believe how... uber prep the town had turned... i mean like, some of the people i'd call friends now are like... so materalisticwhile they gawked @ me and bambi, we just had our fun, making fun of them and the movie... we saw a blood's work, which is a THUMBS DOWN by the way, unless you like old stuipd boring movies, the theathre was full of old people, and a few of those kids... two of the ppl i knew were sitting behind us, and bambi overheard them talking abt me, so i let loose one of those screams... u know, those high pitch screams... *tee hee hee* i wanna be let alone, that's all i'm asking.

2002-08-10T16:05:00.000-05:00

JOE.

he was nice nuff to put me in his blog, so i'm doing the same, although i'm putting MORE in. :)
man
joe..
hes one of the only sane ppl i know...
cool as hell too
thinks like me
talks like me
he aint stupid man
hes like... cool
i'm gonna take a thing from an email and use it in this case

My friend,
my companion,
through good times and bad
my friend,
my buddy,
through happy and sad,
beside me you stand,
beside me you walk,
you're there to listen,
you're there to talk,
with happiness,
with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there, throughout the years!
You are all good friends to me and I am grateful to you.

erm... anyway... like, joe THINKS... and i know i do too much of that sometimes... like i can tell him everything... i used to do that w/ Mil, yet i was afraid to tell him some things.. i dont know...

2002-08-10T15:48:00.000-05:00

hmm... To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. that's true in a way but.. imagine having that burden.. do one thing wrong, their world comes crashing down. perhaps its better if their world goes down... they'd wake up... quit living in a fanasty world... i mean what kind of shyt is that? love so strong that everything depends on that person... love sucks... its actually just a myth... something created by hastings to get more cards sold.. look at me, i sound like one of those pathetic old people who've never been happy.. maybe that's what's going to happen to me..
i hate posers. i seriously hate them. acting like omg's the only thing that matters. "OMG I FOUND THE CUTEST PAIR OF JEANS! OMG! I SAW THE CUTEST GUY AT THE MALL TODAY! OMG! HE LOOKED AT ME! OMG! I'M GOING TO HIGHLIGHT MY HAIR IN AN HOUR! OMG! WHAT IS SHE WEARING? OMG!" stupidity leak, anyone? these ppl annoy me to no end... worst- i used to be one of them. ya-da-da-da. after a while, started realizing.. wtf am i doing? want to make a dent in this world, and i'm acting like this? i guess to the ordinary person, i fell in a state of depression. man i'm just trying to be myself, no strings attached.
i dont know, i'm actually afraid of ppl finding out what i think of them, honestly. now i'm like, who gives a shyt... it'll slip out sooner or later. Best it be sooner.
man, after donelia died and all, i've started to think... think about my future... seriously i can't see me in 2 years... i dont even want to live past 40. Mil said it was selfish.. i dont know.. old age, the pain... look at the shape this world is in right now, think about what it'll be in 30 years... total and uber chaos.. part of me thinks donelia was right, ending her life right now.. 17's as good as it gets, man. She's seen a lot.. too much for someone her age.. she was older than her years... in a way, older than my mother. another part of me's curious.. wanting to see everything, wanting to see what life's really about... wanting to want, and wanting to be wanted. the curious side's winning.. i want to be as happy as i can be. that's all i want.

2002-08-10T15:17:00.000-05:00

About a year ago, my lil bro chased me out of my room and into the bathroom with a steak knife and had me trapped in there for hours!! Well I've decided to get him back now. But the only problem is that my parents hid the knives to were he couldn't get them and I don't know where they are either. So I'm not here right now. I'm at the appliance store buying a few knives!!....Oh yea and one more thing...We never did have this conversation.

by the way... i don't even have a brother...

2002-08-10T15:15:00.000-05:00

when someone tells u ur priceless what do u say to them .....
am i like one of those commercials.....
finding the right guy $0
studying for ur finals $0
takin my dog to the groomers $0
hangin out with ashley
priceless ..........

2002-08-10T15:01:00.000-05:00

Man i'm all wired today, have been for a while.. everyone's really getting on my nerves lately, i mean after donelia died, i dont know, its like, everything snaps into reality.. this person's stupid this one's lazy this one's useless this one's a jerk and so on so on... i've started to get fed up w/ ppl a lot more easily... like this one guy, mcg... i swear he used to be the only person i'd want to talk to now he just annoys the heck out of me! its like i have to explain every single little detail about every little thing to him... hes like a 3 year old for gods sake.. always getting ofended when i say the ilttleest thing... even if it's the truth... and always saying, 'IC... IC...' annoying.. gah girls that i considered my best friends last year just seem like sellouts now... ppl that i didnt really consider GOOD friends last year are now the only ones i can stand. its like they know the real me. and they understand it, and accept it. they don't question me. they let me be who i want to be, no strings attached. tht's all i'm asking